I know it looks very bad on her part. But I know for a fact she never cheated on him until me. I have known her for 4 years and all she would talk about was him and they go away at least twice a year. You're right marker, it would have been good if she would have called off the trip but i never told her not to. Maybe i'm being too naive, and too emotional but i can;t forget how i felt being with her the last 5 weeks. Divorce or not it was too real on both our parts. But i will take the advice and step back a bit and see what happens. I have no choise, she's gone for 2 weeks.
As for when she comes back, i will give it a few days, maybe a week, and tell her i can't be #2 anymore. Not after feeling how i feel now and spilling my guts on a fucking motorcycle forum!
Peace,
Lucian
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